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Long night

  I saw a couple hold hands in public and with 100% certainty my ex at one point was embarrassed to hold hands or even show affection to me unless the one time at the Castro. I don’t want that anymore… ever! I want affection and feel like I am needed because that’s what was missing.  

Randomness

 One think I’ll never understand if you are going to leave someone on read than do that don’t read their messages and still leave them on read. It’s tacky lol imo. Fucking hate the holidays. 

PPP Loans

 OMG my coworker got arrested for defrauding the government. It was insane I guess people who asked for PPP loans will get arrested. 

Late night

 In another life I would be yours, we’d keep all of our promises, be us against the world. In another life I would make you stay so I don’t have to say you are the one that got away.  Well that was then..   this is now. 

Boredom

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 Is real. 

Time of my life

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 I’m bored lol 

Life update

 One thing I hate doing nowadays is like someone. The feeling that I get is just horrific. The memories I get from all the bad times I had to endure to even get someone to spend time with me is crippling. I loved once like I never loved before and the experience has left a bad taste in my heart.