Broken dreams.
The moment you fucked up so bad and that he isn't coming back even though you've allowed yourself to love again without any bullshit sucks. The pain I'm feeling is deteriorating my spirit. I wish he was here I just don't know if he'll ever be here anymore. I miss him but starting to wonder what I should do next. He said no calls and won't reply to a text or email. I'm just left here alone but it's my fault. I wish he was here. I really do. If I had a wish I would wish for that but this is real life. I can only hope for something good maybe. Just maybe. I want to die. Someone should put me out of my misery. For the longest time I've felt like I'm not needed by anyone and I rather be up with my mom. Maybe tonight she'll take me. I wish I was gone forever.
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