Dark thoughts

I don't understand why he would say he would be around no matter what because obvious it's not happening so I'll I have to do is cry it out and it will go away. After that I can be alone without being sad. This hurts for now. I try calling, texting and I even send emails and no response so I'm all out of options since I can't show up. Im done I'm going to bed alone like any other day. 

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