Long night.

I need someone who fits my needs but that's something unattainable maybe just someone who can put stuff on hold and make me feel special then better yet someone who can take me out once a month at least. I need love but the kind I need it's hard to find. I had it once and I destroyed it but it wasn't all me because I was left alone so my mind changed yet it's my fault I guess but at the same time it's not. 

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