One day I'll be beautiful, not stupid, not garbage or an idiot. I'll be thin and sexy. I'll start working on it. I was never that disgusting as he thinks. Maybe someday will be able to touch me again and actually love me again.
In another life I would be yours, we’d keep all of our promises, be us against the world. In another life I would make you stay so I don’t have to say you are the one that got away. Well that was then.. this is now.
I am completely confused as to what to do. I am sad about possibly losing my best friend, the divorce has changed him. Finding things to do, keeping super busy, ignoring the fact i need help also but I've always helped him. Time will tell as to what i end up doing.
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